Pantala Naga Pampa

A rose by any other name smells just as sweet.

The Kiss July 14, 2009

Filed under: Misc. — dreambubbles @ 2:22 am

Well, I’m up, so I’m here. The last [real] post was a little angry and bitter, so here’s my redemption post…something a little more typical of Angela…

+ These last couple of weeks of summer have been fun. Mostly cuz the work load from school let up for a bit so I had time to breathe. I’ve been exploring new places in SD, spending time with different people, catching up with old friends, and even running! I’m yet to get serious about working on my tan though. It’s just so HOT a task. Hahaha. The beach was absolutely amazing the other day. The water felt amazing after the initial cold shock, and the sand was warm and inviting.

+ Wooo! I’m kind of almost 22. I love my palindrome years. I’m excited for the new year and it definitely helps walking into it with an optimistic mindset. Let’s not thinking about how we’re getting old old old. [Edit: So, I realize I said "palindrome yearS," implying that I've lived many, but this is only my second! Hahaha. But, in general, palindromes (numerical, or otherwise) are awesomeeee.]

+ Remember my initial summer plans of not having more than 2 tutees? Well, that failed. Big time. I tutor twice a week from 2:30-8. Seriously speaking though, I’m gonna stop when the school year starts. Well, actually, that depends. If I get an internship then I’ll quit. If I can only be a student teacher then I’ll keep going cuz I’ll need the moola.

+ I learned about Shiva and Ganesha today (and also from Deb on Saturday). Very interesting stuff. I’m way down. Oh! And I also found out that DMB made a poster for their first summer show this year and it’s a pic with Ganesha holding all their instruments. I think I might have to get my hands on that. It’s too awesome.

+ I’m getting coffee with Oksana tomorrow (today). I’m so excited. It’s been MONTHS since I’ve seen her…the longest break her and I have taken from each other. Oy voy. So much catching up to do….we’re gonna be in Starbucks until closing like back in the day.

+ It’s such a trip to think about how short but long 4 years is. During the 4 years of college, people have changed so much, some to unrecognizable extents. Then again, some people haven’t changed at all. Lol. It’ll be interesting to see where another 4 years takes us.

+ The remaining bits of July are gonna take forever to pass. I’m excited for August and September. The tail-end of summer is always great. :D

+ Somehow, “Barbara” is still lingering. I don’t like that much at all. That should’ve passed long long ago.

+ Ohhhh my Godddd. If I can’t fall asleep soon I’m gonna be so tired tomorrow. Gonna try again. Good night, my lovelies.

 

Guest Check July 14, 2009

Filed under: Misc. — dreambubbles @ 2:02 am

Well he thinks that he’s got me 
He thinks that I’m giving in 
See, I know all the lies and the alibis and the hypnotizing 
Where do I begin? 

He says that girls lie 
But I got news for him, cause boys lie too 
See I’m through with all your games 
And all your excuses, down to everything you say and do 

Cause I’ve seen things from a different view 
And I realize all the things I already knew 
You’re not for me 
You know I don’t think that you’ve ever been good for me 

You know, there’s got to be someone out there who’s real 
There’s got be someone who can honestly say they feel 
This music underneath my fingertips 
She says, “get a grip girl, cause guys like that don’t exist” 

Well I just wanna laugh my way through life 
And not worry about whether they think what I’m doing is wrong or right 
Cause I’ve got so much to learn 
And you know this fires just dying to burn… 

I think it’s time to leave…. 
Can I have the guest check please? 
I’m saying good-bye, to all the comfortable things 
I’m going out living my life, gonna see what a little livin’ will bring 

Cause I’ve seen things from a different view 
And I realize all the things I already knew 
Cause you’re not for me 
And no I don’t think that you’ll ever be good for me