+ I’m rocking out to old school R&B right now and totally loving it! I heard this song (Next – Too Close) last night at Johnny V’s and it was amaaazing. Magical.
+ Quick school update. I did walk. I started grad school. Almost done with first session (which has been super lame. 9 AM’s every day).
+ I have an interview with SDUSD coming up in 10 days. Oof. It should be ok and I really hope I can get a job. I’m definitely not stressing about it, but still hoping for the best.
+ I might be moving outta my apartment sooner than I planned. And if I do move, it’ll be as sweet as sweet can be. ;P
+ I’ve had a lot of major “life moments” these last couple of weeks. I think this transitional period in my life lent itself to these moments. I feel like I’m a stronger, surer person. I know what I want, what I need, what helps, what hurts. I know what matters to me at the end of the day. I’ve done a lot of thinking about myself as an individual and myself in relation to other people. I’m aware of what kind of person I am, my strength and weaknesses, and I understand my role in relationships. I’m a daughter, sister, teacher, and friend. I am a giver, a people pleaser, an empathizer. I am weak, lonely, and hurt. I suppress pain that I don’t realize is pain. I am self-destructive. I want to help people, save people, direct people. I want to be someone’s lifeline. I want to find strength in someone and I want someone to find strength in me.
+ Hank Moody is the bomb. “The sun is chirping, the birds are shining, and the water is wet. Life is good.”
